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This Body Houses a Soul, bsg fic, kara/leoben, r
title: this body houses a soul
fandom, pairing: bsg, kara/leoben
rating, warnings: r, post-crossroads
summary: kara wakes up in a cylon basestar and leoben is waiting for her
a/n: all 700 words written for![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
dayln03 whose computer went ker-plooey today. beta read by kmousie (for whom my heart will always go gah-thunk!).
Kara doesn't gasp for air. Neither does the frigid, nebulous goo covering her body sting from the cold. Nor do her memories pouring back into her consciousness cause her to writhe in pain.
She remembers Galactica. Her viper diving into that familiar void - the path marked so clearly. She remembers Lee's Mark VII behind her, knowing she had to press onward without him, and finally she remembers calm and nothingness. Her own voice rings in her head. I am Kara Thrace. I am an officer in the colonial fleet. I am not a cylon.
(Lies. Lies. Lies.)
She's naked and brand new, and Leoben's standing over her, a look of reverence and concern washing over his stubbled face, clouding his hazel eyes. "Welcome home," he says, a slight smile on his lips as he reaches for her slick hand.
She doesn't pull away, instead lets him lead her to the showers. He legs are uneasy but steady - like a newborn calf, on his feet moments after birth. But still, the shock doesn't wear off immediately.
She stands motionless, stark naked, as Leoben scrubs the remnants of the thick and sticky life-giving substance from her body. His hands are rough and calloused, and hers too, she notices. She finds that strange – battle-worn already. It makes no sense. She closes her eyes as the scalding water runs over her back, tries to concentrate on the feel of his fingers over her skin, soft touches and chaste movements. (This certainly isn't how she dreamed it. )
"Are you Leoben?" she asks, later, wrapped in a towel, as he fumbles through drawers to find her something to wear. "Where are the others?"
"I'm always Leoben," he explains. His model adopted that name long ago.
"No," she clarifies, "are you my Leoben?"
He goes still at her words, and before he can answer she's behind him, lips grazing his ear, her breath on his neck. "You are, aren't you?"
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She walks the dimly lit corridors of the empty basestar, traces the smooth walls with her fingertips, a trail of dust in their wake, and thinks she must have known from the moment she awoke that they were alone - both bastard deserters of their own kind. (She still thinks of herself as a human.) It had been their purpose to destroy each other. Human versus Cylon. The ultimate battle. Now, together, they fight for something else. And the truth is that she knew the moment she drove her viper into the blackness which direction she was headed, no use denying it now.
Kara stares into the blue eyes of the hybrid, streaming prophetic chants falling meaningless from its - no, her - mouth. She knows she'll never understand a word of it, but somehow it comforts her, much like it comforts Leoben.
"She likes you," he says from behind her, presses to her back, envelops her with his frame. She welcomes it, closes her eyes, drinks in his scent.
"How can you tell?" she asks, leans her head to one side, allowing his lips to graze her neck.
"She talks of peace," he whispers. "The way to Earth. The end of war with man."
Kara doesn't know how he knows this, how he deciphers the hybrid's never-ending riddles. And the truth is, she doesn't care. All she knows is that it resonates deep in her gut like something undeniable, yet inexplicable. All she knows is that she believes it.
And when he takes her back to their quarters and makes love to her like a man does a woman, she doesn't feel like a machine. She feels his hands on her, his lips pressing against hers, hard and needy like in her dreams, his tongue along her spine, his hips against her own, fingers over her clit, and cock hard and full inside her. She clenches sweaty legs around his waist, kisses his eyes, and comes to the hum of their gentle slide through space.
In the end, the only life she remembers is her own back on Caprica, and as he sleeps beside her, she can feel her heart beating in time with his.
-fin
fandom, pairing: bsg, kara/leoben
rating, warnings: r, post-crossroads
summary: kara wakes up in a cylon basestar and leoben is waiting for her
a/n: all 700 words written for
dayln03 whose computer went ker-plooey today. beta read by kmousie (for whom my heart will always go gah-thunk!). Kara doesn't gasp for air. Neither does the frigid, nebulous goo covering her body sting from the cold. Nor do her memories pouring back into her consciousness cause her to writhe in pain.
She remembers Galactica. Her viper diving into that familiar void - the path marked so clearly. She remembers Lee's Mark VII behind her, knowing she had to press onward without him, and finally she remembers calm and nothingness. Her own voice rings in her head. I am Kara Thrace. I am an officer in the colonial fleet. I am not a cylon.
(Lies. Lies. Lies.)
She's naked and brand new, and Leoben's standing over her, a look of reverence and concern washing over his stubbled face, clouding his hazel eyes. "Welcome home," he says, a slight smile on his lips as he reaches for her slick hand.
She doesn't pull away, instead lets him lead her to the showers. He legs are uneasy but steady - like a newborn calf, on his feet moments after birth. But still, the shock doesn't wear off immediately.
She stands motionless, stark naked, as Leoben scrubs the remnants of the thick and sticky life-giving substance from her body. His hands are rough and calloused, and hers too, she notices. She finds that strange – battle-worn already. It makes no sense. She closes her eyes as the scalding water runs over her back, tries to concentrate on the feel of his fingers over her skin, soft touches and chaste movements. (This certainly isn't how she dreamed it. )
"Are you Leoben?" she asks, later, wrapped in a towel, as he fumbles through drawers to find her something to wear. "Where are the others?"
"I'm always Leoben," he explains. His model adopted that name long ago.
"No," she clarifies, "are you my Leoben?"
He goes still at her words, and before he can answer she's behind him, lips grazing his ear, her breath on his neck. "You are, aren't you?"
She walks the dimly lit corridors of the empty basestar, traces the smooth walls with her fingertips, a trail of dust in their wake, and thinks she must have known from the moment she awoke that they were alone - both bastard deserters of their own kind. (She still thinks of herself as a human.) It had been their purpose to destroy each other. Human versus Cylon. The ultimate battle. Now, together, they fight for something else. And the truth is that she knew the moment she drove her viper into the blackness which direction she was headed, no use denying it now.
Kara stares into the blue eyes of the hybrid, streaming prophetic chants falling meaningless from its - no, her - mouth. She knows she'll never understand a word of it, but somehow it comforts her, much like it comforts Leoben.
"She likes you," he says from behind her, presses to her back, envelops her with his frame. She welcomes it, closes her eyes, drinks in his scent.
"How can you tell?" she asks, leans her head to one side, allowing his lips to graze her neck.
"She talks of peace," he whispers. "The way to Earth. The end of war with man."
Kara doesn't know how he knows this, how he deciphers the hybrid's never-ending riddles. And the truth is, she doesn't care. All she knows is that it resonates deep in her gut like something undeniable, yet inexplicable. All she knows is that she believes it.
And when he takes her back to their quarters and makes love to her like a man does a woman, she doesn't feel like a machine. She feels his hands on her, his lips pressing against hers, hard and needy like in her dreams, his tongue along her spine, his hips against her own, fingers over her clit, and cock hard and full inside her. She clenches sweaty legs around his waist, kisses his eyes, and comes to the hum of their gentle slide through space.
In the end, the only life she remembers is her own back on Caprica, and as he sleeps beside her, she can feel her heart beating in time with his.
-fin
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And onto the goods.
I love that you point out that she's already battle-worn when she ressurects. It totally makes me think of that Tigh fic, where thinks about if he'll have both eyes and stuff. I love that you added that in there, a neat little detail and I really like how you connected it to Leoben. Also..MY Leoben..LOOOOOOVE that. Love that. Her Leoben. Because, he really is, and that's just awesome.
It had been their purpose to destroy each other. Human versus Cylon. The ultimate fight. Now, together, they fight for something else.
My absolute favorite line. I just love that idea. That they aren't really even on sides anymore, that they're working together for something different. Awesome.
Also, I know I already squeed to you about this but I gotta some more because:
"She likes you," he says from behind her, presses to her back, envelops her with his frame. She welcomes it, closes her eyes, drinks in his scent.!
EEE!
And the ending to this just, guh dude. Wow. That last line. Aw! So much love for this fic and you and Kara and Leoben. And...Callum!
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He goes still at her words, and before he can answer she's behind him, lips grazing his ear, her breath on his neck. "You are, aren't you?"
omg. i think this gave me the shivers and the chills. somehow a reversal of roles. and burning hot, too!
and this:
she doesn't feel like a machine.
wow.
thank you for sharing this with us! ♥
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I can't believe I've never read any of your Kara/Leoben fics before. Just.. wow. Now I can't wait to see more!
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"It had been their purpose to destroy each other"
Wonderful! The deserted basestar is a lovely idea too, and the whole thing is written in a great style.
More please! :D
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He goes still at her words, and before he can answer she's behind him, lips grazing his ear, her breath on his neck. "You are, aren't you?"
Eeeeeeeeee! Glee!
♥
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Glad you liked!
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brava.
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"No," she clarifies, "are you my Leoben?"
He goes still at her words, and before he can answer she's behind him, lips grazing his ear, her breath on his neck. "You are, aren't you?"
I especially liked that part, too. Very nice.
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zomgs! *mems*
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Well done. Very surreal yet strangely sensual.
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"No," she clarifies, "are you my Leoben?"
He goes still at her words, and before he can answer she's behind him, lips grazing his ear, her breath on his neck. "You are, aren't you?"
I've fallen madly in love with that part <3333
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Anyways, I'll agree with the commenter above who said this was a very peaceful fic and I love it for that. I also loved all the visuals I got: Leoben washing her, Kara running her hands along the wall.
Absolutely love this part though:
"are you my Leoben?"
He goes still at her words, and before he can answer she's behind him, lips grazing his ear, her breath on his neck. "You are, aren't you?"
oh so good :)
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Finally, a fic where Kara doesn't have the worst awful thoughts about Leoben. I seriously thought I would have to write one myself in order to get it. But alas, that plan can be stalled because I found it.
There's nothing bad about it. All of it is just plain beautiful. Kara saying 'my Leoben' *heart melts*
THANK YOU!
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I really do agree and that's part of the reason why I started writing them! Thank you for commenting.
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Man I miss this show.