damn the man! save the empire!

→ I'm really jealous of everyone talking about starting classes. I need one more class for my two-year and I can't take it this semester because none of them are scheduled during a time I'm not working. Lame. I suppose I could have just taken something else to keep my brain a'working but I didn't really think about it. And now that the semester has started I'm super sad I don't have anything to study and fail miserably at. ;)

→ I watched Empire Records again the other day, but it was the "re-mix" with a boatload of deleted/alternate scenes which were awesome. It was really fun watching the movie again. It still made me laugh and I love all of the characters just as much. I only watched that movie about four and a half billion times since I was 13 or 14. Only. And holy!crap! Berko (Coyote Shivers) looks so much like Zach Braff in that movie it's kinda scary!

→ I keep thinking about the "little hater" that sol_se and I talked about the other day. My Little Hater has gotten beyond ridiculous at this point. Fic... Vids... All of my creative endeavors... they're dead in the water.

I do believe the cycle he talks about is true, that life just gets in the way and then when you finally get the time to come back to whatever it is, you don't feel confident to give it another go, and so you procrastinate and then you feel even less confident so you procrastinate some more. That really sums it up perfectly. The question is: if I know what the problem is, I should be able to... overcome it, right? I just need to make myself sit down and create something and ignore that nagging voice inside my head.

damn the man! save the empire!

→ I'm really jealous of everyone talking about starting classes. I need one more class for my two-year and I can't take it this semester because none of them are scheduled during a time I'm not working. Lame. I suppose I could have just taken something else to keep my brain a'working but I didn't really think about it. And now that the semester has started I'm super sad I don't have anything to study and fail miserably at. ;)

→ I watched Empire Records again the other day, but it was the "re-mix" with a boatload of deleted/alternate scenes which were awesome. It was really fun watching the movie again. It still made me laugh and I love all of the characters just as much. I only watched that movie about four and a half billion times since I was 13 or 14. Only. And holy!crap! Berko (Coyote Shivers) looks so much like Zach Braff in that movie it's kinda scary!

→ I keep thinking about the "little hater" that sol_se and I talked about the other day. My Little Hater has gotten beyond ridiculous at this point. Fic... Vids... All of my creative endeavors... they're dead in the water.

I do believe the cycle he talks about is true, that life just gets in the way and then when you finally get the time to come back to whatever it is, you don't feel confident to give it another go, and so you procrastinate and then you feel even less confident so you procrastinate some more. That really sums it up perfectly. The question is: if I know what the problem is, I should be able to... overcome it, right? I just need to make myself sit down and create something and ignore that nagging voice inside my head.