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Title: Proof (We Are Real)
Fandom, Characters: Battlestar Galactica, Anders/Tyrol
Summary: Sam helps him to remember what it is to feel human, always ready to answer that call.
Rating, A/N: R, Slash, Spoilers up to Crossroads Pt. 2 Thank you Dayl. Prompt #7 at un_love_you.



And now it all makes sense.

In his dreams, he is falling, falling - no, plunging - into that deep dark nest of death that never comes. And then there's Cally. Sweet Cally, with her honesty and that small broken mouth. She is his savior, and somehow he feels real again.

But this is not his truth.

He is a cylon. (A frakking toaster.)

And that is his truth.

Everything there is to know about Galen Tyrol can be summed up in that single, solitary sentence. There was once a father, a husband, a soldier. Dead now, all three. These things are no more. (He can't let them be.)

It's late night on the hanger deck, and he is not alone - never alone anymore.

"Anders?" he calls out. There's no real point in pretending anymore.

It's like this now.

Cally (whom he can no longer look in the eye) sleeps. He dreams, like before, of faces, of betrayal, and walking the plank - if there were such a thing on Galactica - traitors and truths. Only now, he knows what it all means.

So, he walks - the clink-clanking of his boots on metal ground reminding him that he was once a part of this ship, that he once felt at home here, not like some infiltrator - an anomaly that doesn't belong - but a part of a family.

Now, Sam helps him to remember what it is to feel human, always ready to answer that call.

They meet in the shadows, like that first night. That first night there were no words, only silent prayers - gods or god, he supposes it never mattered much anyway. He's not a human. They don't have souls. Only after are there questions. But with no answers to find, these questions give way to midnight games of pyramid, ambrosia on their tongues, salty kisses and hitching breaths.

Tonight is no different, Sam pressing him against the shelving in the supply closet, hips violent and purposeful, like maybe if he goes deep enough inside they'll find something hidden that will change what they both know never will.

Sam reaches around and closes over Galen's cock, who comes, spurting into Sam's hand, biting back a gasp. Sam only drives into him harder, wet mouth closing over Galen's sweat-slick pulse as he comes, heartbeats pounding in both their ears.

They're alive.

They're alive.

fin.

Date: 2007-09-30 04:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gigglemonster.livejournal.com
LOVE
this fic so so much!

Chief, poor chief!
I really really love the way you wrote him here, so perfect, everything he's feeling is so spot on it's amazing!
This line -

So, he walks - the clink-clanking of his boots on metal ground reminding him that he was once a part of this ship, that he once felt at home here, not like some infiltrator - an anomaly that doesn't belong - but a part of a family

Totally breaks my heart! Because he really isn't part of them anymore, I mean techincally speaking and that just makes me sad - in a good way lol.

And Anders, ohh yumm.
I think we can leave it at that ;)

Date: 2007-09-30 04:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
:D

Well I'm glad somebody liked it! Hehe.

And ah, Chief angst = love. *sigh*

And yes, Yummy Anders. We will leave it at that. Hahaha.

Thank you for giving me the idea to write these guys anyway. Remember I was at my brothers? That was a while ago! You can no longer say I never gave you anything!

Date: 2007-09-30 05:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boom-queen.livejournal.com
What lovely imagery: the clink-clanking of his boots on metal ground reminding him that he was once a part of this ship

Okay, I have a total kink for desperation!sex. Alienation, loneliness, identity crises, all fueling the need to FEEL something and to forget/distract from pain. So, yep, pretty much loved this. Totally sold me on this pairing ;)

Date: 2007-09-30 05:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
Ah, thank you. This is my second time writing for BSG so it's totally new to me. I have looked around and read a few but they're slightly different than what I'm used to. I'm not entirely sure how my style will be received. But I'm super glad you liked it! :D And thank you for commenting.

Those are my favorite kinds of stories as well. Desperation!sex Haha. There should be a community. (Wait, there probably is.)

I looked around a bit before I posted this and I couldn't find a single other story about these two which was baffling cause hot-cylon-man-action? Totally needs to be written. Even if it is desperate, lonely, and angsty. Haha.

Date: 2007-09-30 05:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boom-queen.livejournal.com
Seriously though. desperate, lonely, and angsty just ADDS to the hotness of the cylon man action. Yummers...

Date: 2007-09-30 06:28 pm (UTC)

Date: 2007-09-30 08:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cynthia-arrow.livejournal.com
For some reason, I've been craving Sam/Chief fic for like the last week, out of the blue, so I was super happy to see this. I like how you end here with the thought that they're alive, and that seems like all they have now. I also really like that paragraph about Cally. It brings her into focus so quickly, and what she means to Tyrol. Nice work.

Date: 2007-10-01 01:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
Oh wow, hon. Thank you so much. It means quite a lot coming from you. I'm so glad you liked the ending that's exactly what I wanted it to mean. And re: Cally paragraph. Thank you. I know a lot of people don't like Cally, although I'm not sure why - but I'm sorta in lust with the show right now so I have rose-colored glasses on when it comes to stuff like that. Haha.

I've been meaning to read more of your stuff, by the way. Especially the BSG. But we have other fandoms in common, so I'm going to add you if that's alright. One thing I have noticed and that I love is that you seem to write all different kinds of pairings. That is made of win in my book!

Date: 2007-10-01 05:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pellamerethiel.livejournal.com
Galen maybe isn't my favourite character, but I love your writing, so I had to look at this fic - and I'm not disappointed. ;) Very beautifully written, great choice of words full with so much despair that I can almost feel it. Poor Galen, who's wife hates Cylon. And poor Anders. But they don't have souls.

They meet in the shadows, like that first night. That first night there were no words, only silent prayers - gods or god, he supposes it never mattered much anyway. He's not a human. They don't have souls.
Best sentence. :)

Date: 2007-10-01 12:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
Aw, well it means a whole lot that you'll read a character you normally wouldn't because you love my writing. That makes my heart swell! :D And I'm so glad it wasn't a disappointment. Thank you!

I actually have some ideas for a Chief/Sharon post finale and a Cally/Jammer AU. (It's such a random pairing, I know.) I don't think a ton of people really even like Cally but it's in my head so I'm probably going to end up writing some variation of it. I'll need to finish watching the Resistance webisodes. (Something I am, perhaps irrationally, holding on to.) Because I know he's in a lot of those and it'll give me more to chew on.

I also have a bunch of other stuff I want to write - Kara/Leoben, Lee/Anders, Kara/Lee, some gen Tigh, etc. etc. Oh! Even a PWP HotDog/Kara, lol - Yes I know I'm slightly not right.

Hopefully that un_love_you prompt table will see some of those come to fruition. I'm just glad you're on board with my wacky ship choices. LOL. Which only ever evolve into a different ship, and then more of the same. I have commitment issues. Clearly. It's all about the love, baby.

Date: 2007-11-16 10:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] viennawaits.livejournal.com
Oh, Chief! I love him so much and, this being the first fic I've read since the end of s3, was so good.


It was so him and this: Everything there is to know about Galen Tyrol can be summed up in that single, solitary sentence. There was once a father, a husband, a soldier. Dead now, all three. These things are no more. (He can't let them be.) was perfect.

Date: 2007-11-30 07:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
Thanks very much for this comment, sorry it took so long to respond! I'm glad you liked it! :D

Date: 2008-01-15 07:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
Just a quick note, since you liked this fic, [livejournal.com profile] cynthia_arrow and myself have started a comm, [livejournal.com profile] bsg_slashathon for boyslash. And readers and writers alike are welcome to come join. Sign-ups start the 20th if you feel like writing!

Date: 2008-02-01 07:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pumahmistress.livejournal.com
I have to admit that this is the first Anders/Tyrol fic I've ever read, but WOW, what a way to start ;D It was smoking hot.

Date: 2008-02-01 07:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
Hee! Yay!Boys! :D

Thank you!

Date: 2008-02-10 06:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ana-grrl.livejournal.com
I really like this - it's so desperate and sad, but at the same time, there seems to be some clinging to an odd, broken kind of hope.

(Also, I like your layout).

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