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Title: 3 am
Fandom: rpf, katee sackhoff/callum keith rennie
Rating: r
Summary: There are lines he draws. There are lines she can't cross.
Diclaimer: This isn't real. These lies are not intended to harm.
A/N: 920ish words, my first ever rpf, for [livejournal.com profile] dayln03 (coffee, hollywood, wander, sincerity)



It’s 3 am.

The phone rings and Katee’s voice is thick with sleep and sex and booze.

“Come to California,” she says, and Callum can hear someone, a male someone, moving around her in the background.

He says her name, a warning, but makes no claims that he’s been woken up. She’d know better anyway. His hands are covered in reds and browns and whites, the evidence. He always did paint best at night. Maybe that’s why he does it. It keeps him busy during all those restless hours.

“Please?” she begs.

He lights a cigarette, lets the lighter clink shut, and takes a slow dramatic drag, one she’s sure to hear. “And what’s wrong with Canada?”

“I hate the fucking snow,” she lies.

“You do not. And I still hate fucking Hollywood.”

“You do not.” She’s right, he doesn’t. Not entirely. There are benefits and costs to be weighed, and the memory of his last trip out gives him pause.

He sighs; it won’t be the first time he’s lost this battle. “I’ll see what I can do.”

-

The first night there’s a party, his least favorite kind, with flash bulbs and familiar faces and bad music, and he almost hates her for making him go until he sees that short black skirt of hers. It takes all of his strength not to follow her into the bathroom, like a stranger might, and fuck her against the wall until she calls his name.

“You owe me, Sackhoff,” he grits with a smile, halfway through the night.

“Don’t worry,” she says, and laughs at something some jerk-off he doesn’t know says into her ear.

It’s going to be a long night.

She talks about Bionic. He doesn’t have to pretend to be disinterested, evading questions about his guest spot. People in this town talk too damn much, and the fucking strike is getting to everybody. They’re nervous, and the room stinks of their fear.

Some budding starlet recognizes him and flirts with him at the bar where he smokes and drinks water. Katee dances with… well fucking everybody, glancing at him with bedroom eyes from across the room all night.

The ride home, he only lasts ten minutes in the limo before he’s got his fingers hooked around the wet material of her panties. She gasps into his mouth as he thumbs over her clit.

“Easy,” Callum breathes against her skin, withdraws his hand, “wouldn’t want to soil that cute skirt of yours.”

“Fucker,” she whines, and adjusts her clothes, pretending to be pissed the rest of the ride.

-

Back at her place, when he’s inside her, it’s like she remembers. Like that first time between takes in her dressing room, when he fucked her so hard she thought she wouldn’t be able to walk back onto the set. It was a good thing Starbuck was supposed to have a limp in that episode. The director noticed a spark, she remembers, and added a little something to the scene. She nearly comes at the thought – his sly wink, her red face, and the thick lines between them that nobody else could see.

Secrets; she always found them so intoxicating. And that’s part of what makes him so irresistible. Her publicist will call. She doubts the fact that she spent a night out with Callum will go unnoticed. But she can’t think about that right now, not with him between her thighs, his teeth at her neck, his salty skin on her tongue, his cock filling her.

He whispers her name. She comes for the first time that night at the sound of it.

-

The next night they drive up the coast a few hours. She takes him to this back roads midnight diner where all the food is probably laden with the worst kind of artery clogging grease imaginable. But it also tastes better than anything he’s ever eaten in L.A. and nobody recognizes either of them, so they are left alone to talk for hours.

Katee’s smart. A fact he often forgets about her. That smile covers it up. Scratch the surface, and she’s someone else.

She tells him stories about Oregon and he tells her nothing of Canada. The little threads she pulls from him are by force or accident.

Old habits die hard, as they say.

Callum notices the way Katee's hands cradle around her mug, the way her lips curl up at the ends when she’s getting a new idea, how sometimes she morphs into Starbuck on rare moments - seconds, sometimes less - as much as she would deny it and hate him for thinking so.

-

They buy shitty coffee at a gas station and troll the beach, hours before sunrise. For a minute, the waves crashing before them, unseen in the dark, he allows himself to fall in love with California.

“See, this isn’t so bad,” she says like she can read his mind, and laces her fingers through his, her bare feet digging into the sand next to his.

“Katee,” he warns, and she hates that he uses her name like that – like a boundary between them.

“Cal,” she counters. There are lines she can’t cross, she knows. And maybe she doesn’t want to. But maybe she really does.

“I go back tomorrow.” He says. It’s simple. He draws those lines. He always has. Even when it wasn't Katee sitting beside him.

“I know,” she says, offers a sheepish smile, and in that moment she is unlike how he has ever seen her – pleading and fragile and soft. “But you’re here now.” She kisses him. “You’re here now.”

It’s 3 am.

Date: 2008-01-24 08:59 am (UTC)
ext_27667: ([bsg] karaben: poison kiss)
From: [identity profile] viridian.livejournal.com
Oh my lord. Okay, first: let me just say that I don't do the RPF thing either, except for these two. They're my weakness.

Second? In my head, when I consider it, the Katee that is a product of my imagination is so much like your Katee here that I actually startled a bit, with the hating the snow, calling him to come to California, and dancing with everyone else all night. And the interaction between the two was just... spot on, in my opinion. Not that I have the slightest idea really, considering that I don't know either of them, but the part where he sometimes forgets she's smart? That rang really true, too. All of it did, honestly, from beginning to end. I cannot believe I'm writing an infinitely long comment on the characterization of an RPF, but I'm beyond impressed.

Date: 2008-01-24 02:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
1. I'm the same way with RPF for the most part. On occasion I'd read it if my flist wrote it or recced it, but mostly? No. These two are definitely what I would call a "weakness" in that department, hehe.

2. Oh my goodness! What a lovely revie! It's my first rpf and so obviously my first time writing either of them. I'm so glad you liked my version of Katee. Thank you very much! :D

Date: 2008-01-24 09:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pirateygoodness.livejournal.com
Beautiful. I don't have a real feel for CKR, but you absolutely nailed Katee. Fantastic.

Date: 2008-01-24 02:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
Thank you very much! :D

Date: 2008-01-24 09:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pumahmistress.livejournal.com
I loooove yoooou for this!!! Thanks for making my day SO much better <33333

You should never stop writing katee/callum fics.

Date: 2008-01-24 02:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
Aw, I'm glad I could make your day better. *hugs* This was definitely one of those things where I had to produce something or I might explode. This is my first katee/callum... I'm loving it so far!
Edited Date: 2008-01-24 02:17 pm (UTC)

Date: 2008-02-01 07:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pumahmistress.livejournal.com
Darling, promise you'll never stop writing Katee/Callum ;D

Date: 2008-02-01 07:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
Hahaha I don't plan to. *loves them*

Date: 2008-02-01 07:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pumahmistress.livejournal.com
They're SO damn hot together, aren't they? *fans self* Picturing them having rough sex in Katee's trailer makes me wanna take a cold shower xD

Date: 2008-01-24 09:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] elzed.livejournal.com
Can't stand Leoben/Kara but am getting sucked into the Katee/CKR because there's an undercurrent of dangerous dirty rudeness here which, well, really appeals. Nice. Very nice.

Date: 2008-01-24 02:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
Hehehe. Dangerous dirty rudeness. NICE. Glad you enjoyed. Katee/Callum. They suck you in. (If pairings had mottos, that might be theirs.)

Date: 2008-01-24 12:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] becisvolatile.livejournal.com
Oh yay! I've been itching for some quality CKR/Katee... so glad you came through with such a nicely put together piece! Thanks so much for sharing!

Date: 2008-01-24 02:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
*scratches*

Thank you so much for reading!

Date: 2008-01-24 01:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ultraviolet9a.livejournal.com
I've never read any rpf before (not that i remember) but i really, really love this one. And i laughed so loud when she thinks how it's a good thing her scene did include a limp the next day.

Date: 2008-01-24 02:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
Hehehe. The limp. I'm not sure how I ended up there, but it totally worked (fit in with their first ep together), lmao. And yay for breaking your rpf cherry! This is mine too (for the writing half of it.) I never in ten million years thought I'd be writing rpf. But... they... oh!

Callum made me do it.
Edited Date: 2008-01-24 02:22 pm (UTC)

Date: 2008-01-24 01:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] workswithwords.livejournal.com
They might be my favorite RPF pairing, even more so than J2. I love this KC it's so good, and I really enjoy the way you've written this underlying tension between them that isn't always visible but then its just THERE and you're like YES they really are smoking hot.

VERY excellent for your first RPF! BTW: I MISS YOU!

Date: 2008-01-24 02:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
First of all, I miss you too!

*hugs*

I'm gonna be on google talk for like 100 years today when I get to work (which I need to leave for in like 20 minutes and thus should not be writing this comment) but if you're around you should hop on and we'll chat.

And second of all. Your favorite rpf pairing? Hhehe. Wow, really Jen? *isshocked* And yes they really are smoking hot!

♥ u!

Date: 2008-01-24 02:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] latteaddict.livejournal.com
Such a hot fic!! The cab ride made my eyes cross even though it was just a few short lines *fans self*

loved it!

Date: 2008-01-24 10:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
Hehehe. *fans you too* Glad you enjoyed! :D

Date: 2008-01-24 04:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mylittlepwny.livejournal.com
I so rarely find well written Katee/Callum, but this one takes the cake.
SERIOUSLY amazing, ESPECIALLY for your first RPF.
Damn.

Date: 2008-01-24 10:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
Aw well thanks. ♥

Date: 2008-01-24 06:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] c-regalis.livejournal.com
Oooh, I like this. It has this weird sadness about it, which somehow makes it a lot more real. Because Katee/Callum? And, well, there's the hot. <3

Date: 2008-01-24 10:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
Definitely the hot. *sigh* I'm glad you liked! And I'm glad the angst worked for you.

Date: 2008-01-24 06:16 pm (UTC)
ext_7442: (bsg: team starbuck)
From: [identity profile] amathela.livejournal.com
Ooh, yes. Very, very awesome.

Date: 2008-01-24 10:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
Hee. TY! ♥

Date: 2008-01-24 07:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cysefin.livejournal.com
Wonderful! I have no qualms about RPF.. I just don't think of them as RP, just different characters.

The ending reminded me of something one of my friends said "Before you draw a line in the sand, always check the tides."

Date: 2008-01-24 10:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
Thank you. :D And man, I love that saying!

Date: 2008-01-24 07:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] indigo419.livejournal.com
how sometimes she morphs into Starbuck on rare moments - seconds, sometimes less - as much as she would deny it and hate him for thinking so

Love that whole paragraph - Katee and CKR, spot-on (or at least as I like to imagine them!). As elzed says in an earlier comment, I have trouble processing Kara/Leoben, but your RPF is just all kinds of electric.

Date: 2008-01-24 10:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
I am so glad this rang true. I was pretty nervous about the first RPF especially characterizations so that is great to hear. Kara/Leoben or not, Katee/Callum is smokin!

Date: 2008-01-24 07:51 pm (UTC)
theladyscribe: Etta Place and Butch Cassidy laughing. (jo and dean)
From: [personal profile] theladyscribe
This is lovely. I'm not much of an RPF person (though perhaps I am more than I realize), and I generally don't read RPF that doesn't somehow involve fandoms I read, but I read this anyway, because you babble on so much about Callum that I couldn't not read it (haha). And wow. Lovely and hot and good.

And P.S. The other night a friend and I were watching Wendigo (she's not seen the first season and a half of SPN) and Callum Keith Rennie was listed as a guest-star (because he was ROY and how did I not KNOW that???) and I went OMG CALLUM! and thought of you. And Haylie gave me a funny look.

Date: 2008-01-24 10:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
You know, it's odd to say it cause I just wrote rpf, but I'm not much into rpf either. I think Katee/Callum (or hell, maybe it's just Callum) is my one true exception. They make me do the wacky.

Date: 2008-01-24 09:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] malnpudl.livejournal.com
Ooh, very tasty. There's heat, lots of heat, but it's a prickly sort that rings true for these two. There's no happy-ever-after here, but no doubt there's some seriously hot chemistry. I like.

Date: 2008-01-24 10:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
You can say that again! Or wait I'll do it for you.

Seriously. Hot. Chemistry.

Thank you! I'm glad you liked the angst too!

Date: 2008-01-24 09:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gigglemonster.livejournal.com
Oh my GUH.
Seriously dude. I love you for writing this, like SO much.
It's completely goregous, and steeeeeeeeeamy. Wowza. But i really liked it.
I totally adore the way you wrote him in this. It's exactly how I would imagine him.
Those last couple scenes, at the diner and at the beach are just..AW! So wonderful.
And this line

Katee’s smart. A fact he often forgets about her. That smile covers it up. Scratch the surface, and she’s someone else.

I love your descriptions, and the fact that when they get to be alone in this little diner where no one knows them is when he's able to pick out things like that about her.
All around, amazing, brilliant, hot. Perfect!

Date: 2008-01-24 10:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
I know it was supposed to be Joe/Billy, but last night when I was thinking of the prompts I got this bunny for Katee/Callum, and since it's been about 100 years since I got any bunnies of any sort, I had to go with it! I'm glad you're pleased though!

Oh, Callum

Date: 2008-01-26 06:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boom-queen.livejournal.com
Damn. That's some good freakin rpf there. Welcome to the special hell for Katee/Callum shippers ;)

And the implication of the first-time during the filming of Flesh and Bone is BRILLIANT and oh-so-hot.

Date: 2008-01-26 10:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
*bigsighs*

I know. I have arrived hehehe. (Is it bad I like the special hell?)

Date: 2008-01-27 07:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boom-queen.livejournal.com
I'm with you! The longer I play around in fandom, and the more fandoms I fall in love with, the more I find new, erm, "regions" of that special hell ;)

Date: 2008-01-27 10:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
LMAO. Maybe there ought to be a map?

Date: 2008-01-26 08:17 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] akamine_chan
Oh, my! *fans self*

It takes all of his strength not to follow her into the bathroom, like a stranger might, and fuck her against the wall until she calls his name.

I absolutely loved that line. This was so well done.

Date: 2008-01-26 10:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
♥! Ty! Glad you enjoyed!

Date: 2008-01-27 09:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] daera23.livejournal.com
lovely candy

Date: 2008-01-27 10:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
Heheh. Thanks! :D

Date: 2008-03-12 02:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tesla29.livejournal.com
pleading and fragile and soft

late to the comment party (just joined) but this is just...it's just.

loved.

Date: 2008-03-12 08:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
Hee! Thank you! ;D

Date: 2008-09-02 09:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sionnain.livejournal.com
I like RPF, I just never am motivated by real people enough over characters to read it. But for some reason, this pairing totally works for me and makes me all squeeful. ::squees:: I love the way you wrote this, and I could totally see it happening. I'm a HUGE Kara/Leoben shipper, and so I really liked reading this (and they're both just so pretty, hee).

Also, way with the hot :D

Date: 2008-09-03 02:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
I feel the same way about RPF mostly. These two just kinda send you over that line, haha.

And thank you! :D

Date: 2008-09-03 02:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sionnain.livejournal.com
They send you over the line with the utter hotness. ::grins::

Date: 2008-09-03 02:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crickets.livejournal.com
Very true!

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