The Killing

[krickets]

I really didn't think any moment could top the season opener and last season's Missing (especially Holder's phone call, really?) in terms of ripping out my heart, but I was completely losing my shit when watching this episode because I just knew something bad was going to happen to Holder. The second he lost signal I was shaking in my proverbial boots for his safety. And then Linden! And Jack! And I just! *hands*



Pardon me while I collapse in a fit of hysterics. I honestly cannot remember the last time I was this attached to fictional characters. This is completely ridiculous is what it is.

And the two of them fighting? Ugh. How can they not understand how much they need each other? Stop hurting each other my precious, precious babies.

I don't even want to talk about the preview for next week. My heart sank to my knees. This is going to be a terrible week. I have this completely irrational thought that Holder turning up dead could be the thing that sends Sarah over the edge and so it's a distinct possibility that it just might happen, but... there is not a chance in hell that they would kill him.

Right?

RIGHT?!?!?

Somebody please reassure me.

Comments

[ozmissage.livejournal.com]

First of all, I would like you to know when I saw that pic right before I went to bed last night my resolve to wait until the next day almost shattered right then and there because OMG, ARM TATTOOS! APRON! THEIR FREAKING BEAUTIFUL FACES! Hearts forever.

Secondly, HOLDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT ARE THEY TRYING TO DO TO US? AND LINDEN! AND JACK! I thought I was going to start hyperventilating at the end there. I mean, there's no way he's dead, but I wouldn't put it past that lady to leave Holder's bloody clothes there as a message for Linden while she keeps Holder locked away in her creepy casino of doom. Which will probably leave Linden to do her best, I WILL BURN UTICA TO THE GROUND face as she storms the castle to get him back. (I WANT TO GO TO THERE.)

But still, watching them hurt him like that and knowing Linden was listening was just like A KNIFE TO MY HEART. Especially since they had been arguing. ;____;

And, okay, so were those children's services people legit or were they undercover kidnappers? Because if they were legit and Jack and Linden ran...brb, crying forever because this will not end well. Jack's little plea to go to the bathroom and that look he shared with Sarah...again, KNIFE TO MY HEART. I'm not sure how I survived watching this episode.

Just think it started with Monopoly and Holder promising Linden they were safe at his place and there were burritos...I'm not being coherent, but I want to go live in that first scene forever and never leave it. Which, I think Holder concurs with that sentiment because he didn't want them to leave! He's worried about them! It breaks me how hard it is for Sarah to trust people or to let them care about her. Her first instinct is to lash out and just...I want to hug her and tell her to trust him because he's equally damaged and he adores her and her kid and WHEN THIS CASE IS OVER THEY SHOULD MOVE SOMEWHERE SUNNY AND THEN SOLVE CASES TOGETHER WHILE SNARKING AND MAKING OUT INTERSPERSED WITH BREAKS FOR MONOPOLY PLAYING WITH JACK! Y/Y?

UGH. WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSED TO DO UNTIL SUNDAY?

(I'm going to read your fic now!)

[crickets.livejournal.com]

Arm tattoos! APRON. (Original Grilla? LMAO WHAT? HOLDER? WHERE DID YOU GET THAT?)

Look you should have heard me in my house last night. It was a good thing I was alone because I was freaking the fuck out, haha. People would have thought I was crazy. As soon as he starting going up the elevator I was like "no! don't go UP go DOWN AND OUT." It was truly like a horror movie moment.

Dude, if she does that. ACK. There is no way though. But the promo! I just! WHAT?!? I want a hug, and maybe some tears, and definitely a bedside vigil and DEFINITELY her and Jack staying at his house. (Until Jack gets taken, which is no inevitable.)

I am pretty sure those people were legit. I mean, it just seems like it would be a super involved side-storyline if they were kidnappers. I am SO MAD at Helo right now! You don't even know! Jack kind of broke my heart. I can understand him being upset at the end but at her? Why? Everything is falling apart!

Their fight totally broke my heart. Like, her just taking really low shots at him because she so totally can't handle the fact that she's kind of sucking at a mom and that Holder gives Jack something that she can't for whatever reason. And him caring about her, she kind of resents it but she needs it. *sigh* themmmmmmmmm.

I think I need to re-watch. Just because I like to torture myself with angst and stuff.

[timidwildone.livejournal.com]

"WHEN THIS CASE IS OVER THEY SHOULD MOVE SOMEWHERE SUNNY AND THEN SOLVE CASES TOGETHER WHILE SNARKING AND MAKING OUT INTERSPERSED WITH BREAKS FOR MONOPOLY PLAYING WITH JACK! Y/Y? "


omg. This killed me. BAHA.


Stumbled on this page via THE STRÅLE DOME. Let's just say I've been googling Mr. Kinnaman a lot the past few days.

I'm so glad there are other fans other there. I thought I was alone <3

[crickets.livejournal.com]

Good to know you're out there as well! This show really does need more fans! Friendlies?

[timidwildone.livejournal.com]

Sure :D I don't LJ much these days anymore but you definitely inspired me to sign on :) Will be checking often!

[crickets.livejournal.com]

Added you. :)