The Killing

[krickets]

I really didn't think any moment could top the season opener and last season's Missing (especially Holder's phone call, really?) in terms of ripping out my heart, but I was completely losing my shit when watching this episode because I just knew something bad was going to happen to Holder. The second he lost signal I was shaking in my proverbial boots for his safety. And then Linden! And Jack! And I just! *hands*



Pardon me while I collapse in a fit of hysterics. I honestly cannot remember the last time I was this attached to fictional characters. This is completely ridiculous is what it is.

And the two of them fighting? Ugh. How can they not understand how much they need each other? Stop hurting each other my precious, precious babies.

I don't even want to talk about the preview for next week. My heart sank to my knees. This is going to be a terrible week. I have this completely irrational thought that Holder turning up dead could be the thing that sends Sarah over the edge and so it's a distinct possibility that it just might happen, but... there is not a chance in hell that they would kill him.

Right?

RIGHT?!?!?

Somebody please reassure me.

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Arm tattoos! APRON. (Original Grilla? LMAO WHAT? HOLDER? WHERE DID YOU GET THAT?)

Look you should have heard me in my house last night. It was a good thing I was alone because I was freaking the fuck out, haha. People would have thought I was crazy. As soon as he starting going up the elevator I was like "no! don't go UP go DOWN AND OUT." It was truly like a horror movie moment.

Dude, if she does that. ACK. There is no way though. But the promo! I just! WHAT?!? I want a hug, and maybe some tears, and definitely a bedside vigil and DEFINITELY her and Jack staying at his house. (Until Jack gets taken, which is no inevitable.)

I am pretty sure those people were legit. I mean, it just seems like it would be a super involved side-storyline if they were kidnappers. I am SO MAD at Helo right now! You don't even know! Jack kind of broke my heart. I can understand him being upset at the end but at her? Why? Everything is falling apart!

Their fight totally broke my heart. Like, her just taking really low shots at him because she so totally can't handle the fact that she's kind of sucking at a mom and that Holder gives Jack something that she can't for whatever reason. And him caring about her, she kind of resents it but she needs it. *sigh* themmmmmmmmm.

I think I need to re-watch. Just because I like to torture myself with angst and stuff.